I do not look like this on regular basis. If you were to meet me in person, I would not look like this. but it’s fun to play dress up once in a while.
when it comes to my love towards him, words can’t begin to explain what he means to me. from the day he asked him to be his girlfriend I knew he would be the one I gave my all too. he wasnt the most popular guy and he wasnt the most freshest guy in school. But he was a little bit of everything I could look for in a guy. Sweet, Sensitive, Smart, Gamer, Faithful, Beauitful, and everything else I honestly can ask for in a guy. We been thru a lot.. And when I say a lot , I mean A LOT. He’s always the guy .. The only guy or girl to make me smile when I’m crying or mad.. When it comes to showing love he’s always there.. Of course girls get in the way of our relationship.. But if he chooses to be with another I can understand because I’m not the best out there.. He truly does deserve the best. And no matter what, I just want him to be happy. Even if it’s with out me. He brought joy to my life, and I can honestly say I’m inlove with this guy.. With out him, I wouldn’t be the same person.. Deep down the real Alina is hiding . Just because Darien showed me the brighter side of myself. He brings the smile across my face that I love showing. People say shit about me and him but when we brake up, they actually care. What a world we live in right?
I’m just here to say I love you baby. Your my world. Everything I love. Your worth every tear, every pain, laugh and smile. With out you im nothing. With or with out you.. Whatever happens within this week.. I just want you too know I’m sorry for everything I ever put you thru.. I wasn’t the perfect girlfriend but I tried my best.. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you and I’m sorry I couldn’t keep up with the relationship. I take blame for us being broken up for 1 week now.. I’m sorry baby, I didn’t mean for things to turn out like this. But whatever happens, happens. And it will be for the better. If we are together or not. But I’d like to be with you. Even if it’s us against the world x3
January 3rd, 2011 will always be in my heart:*